Powerful

     The power of a human to heal its body has always been a highly researched and documented thing. It never ceases to amaze us how we can heal and recover from injuries that seem so deep that a chance of hope is not even in sight. But we make it through and the only thing left is a scar, that will be with us to remind us how strong we are.
     Medicine has come far, our body can heal with our own power or with the help of others...but the real challenge is the soul. Who's in charge of healing the soul? God, music, nature, the only parts of the world that that will listen to our souls and heal them. But is it enough ? We're humans after all, we need something else to bring our souls back on the happy side and that is the power of another loving human.
     Life has its paths; some are difficult some are easy.. it depends on our perspective and our choices. Being broken on the inside and finding a human kind enough to be patient with you, to allow you all the time to adjust and to help in putting the pieces of your heart together and to heal your soul; that's something that nowadays is hardly seen, but it is there and it happens.  
     Humans are capable of destroying each other, not only physically but mentally as well, and healing is not that easy cause the soul and mind take longer to heal. Sometimes a random person comes in our life at that moment when we're feeling down..through a phone call, through a message, or just by bumping into you by mistake and taking minutes to apologize , and they make you realize that there are good people out there. Friends that make you smile, that are there whenever you need them, random strangers that smile at you even though you did nothing, the guy next door that held the door open for you while carrying a huge luggage. Then there's that special person that heals you on a deeper level, that gets you, that accepts you and grows with you.
     There's good in every person out there, some don't like showing it that much or some don't know how to. But when a connection between two people is made, words are no longer needed for that, we just know their intentions and we accept them in our life to heal our souls and make us all better on a higher level that anyone can understand but us.

Who are you ?

      A human being needs a dream so he can withstand reality; having no dream in this cruel world makes one prone to collapsing and making it harder for him to get back up. The younger generations that are coming forget how to dream...or more accurate would be that we forget to tell them how to dream. We're in a constantly going vicious cycle that makes us forget our dreams and how to pass that ability to the young.
      I took a couple of days off from the daily routine and decided to just go around and wander, meet new people, change a bit the scenery. I knew we were living in a fast going world, but I didn't know it was this bad. All I could see was just people being in a hurry to get to work but not seeing that they bumped into a little girl that fell over and started crying; people being too busy arguing over the phone and ignoring their crying child, eventually screaming at him because the mother couldn't hear the other person on the phone that she was arguing with; a mom forgetting her boy in the crowded bus because she forgot to take his hand while she was too busy playing Candy Crush.  Busy people everywhere...in a hurry, sleepy, grumpy, constantly on their phone, pressured by the society....forgetting who they really are and what they're living for.
      A day in the life of a modern adult is so dull and superficial that I wonder how they can make it through the week. Nothing new, it's the same thing every single day. We are coming to a point in that we don't live our lives just for us to be us, but we live it in order to be like other people because our weak selves are afraid of being unique and different..we feel the need to surpass the one that is front of us, better than us.
      How long has it been since you last stopped from your daily activities and gave a random person a hug ? How long has it been since you've last complimented a person, read a good book, took your family out, went for a long walk, had some time with yourself ? How long has it been since you stopped and looked at your parents that are getting older day by day?  We are in such a hurry to grow up that we forget we once were kids and had a dream that got lost in the process of being a successful adult...so we've lost ourselves.
      Our life is too short to be lived in a superficial way, for others and dictated by society. The day of tomorrow is not granted, so why miss the opportunity of doing something we like today. Change your environment, do something you'd like to do; don't hurry, but be patient and enjoy life.

Don't hate the player, hate the game

      The sweetness of the forbidden fruit is so deceiving, it makes us do so many things we normally would just pass and leave it for the others and then regret it. We can't even see that we're being played and just go with the flow. But something triggers us in asking ourselves if this is really right, if this should really be like this. Question marks all over the place. The only friend we have in this situation is our intuition. If you feel something is wrong, it probably is, no doubt in sight. But there are some tiny aspects to look out for when you get that feeling of being played. He or she may be a skilled  player but we have to top that, they all have their own slips and flaws.
      As we all know, it all starts off really sweet. He or she tries to model his character and hobbies after yourself. You like one thing, he or she will definitely say they like it as well, even though there's a really high possibility they don't like or don't even know what that is or how you do it ( time decides this, you may be wrong..sit back and observe).
      You have something they want. If they see in you a source of unconditional help they will do whatever it takes to make you feel amazing in their presence, get you the things you want, take you out for dinner and whatnot until they have what they wanted from you. Then they start to back away from you, be more cold around you and then ignore you until you give up on trying to find out what just happened.
      Phone and social media, two major things to look after when you feel you're being played. He or she will not use the phone around you because everyone has that one friend that has to blow it all. But of course they pick it up when you go away to the bathroom or who knows where. Try to ask to see his or her phone and they'll flip.
      At the start of the so called relationship you use to talk/text really often. I get the fact that you don't have to be on your phone all the time or answer a text at the speed of light but if days pass and they fail to respond start putting up question marks. Short, delayed, annoying or sarcastic answers might come, which are signs you should look after .If they care about you, no matter how busy they are and no matter how bad their memory is, they will make time and remember to respond as soon as they have time.
      Ever wondered why you don't know most of his or her friends? Well that would mean going deeper into the other's personal life and knowing more about them so they avoid taking you out when he or she meets some friends.
      The truth is that after they get what they want from you or just use you as a rebound partner, they'll just back away from you, forgetting about you and moving on while you sit there all hurt and disappointed. Don't let it get to that point...you're better that this. Look out for the small details, the little signs he or she shows and always, ALWAYS be friends with your intuition. You can't trust anyone and anything more than your own intuition. If something seems off take a step back, put all the puzzle pieces together and see the whole picture of it. Don't fall for this pathetic game cause then you'll be the guilty one. You saw what was happening and yet you let it pass hoping that things will get better with time. Naaah that's not how you do this.
Trust in yourself, don't fall for sweet words when every part of your body tells you something is wrong. Look for the best because everyone deserves the best.

Flower

Take my hand
You know I’m here with you
Say my name
Cause lies can’t kill the truth

It’s burning up
The truths hidden in lies
It’s being silenced
All the dreams broken on the small lips

Nobody can help me
Take me out from the rotten memories

Come take my hand
Drench my dried up heart

Come take my hand
Till the end
So I can live for you again

The cruelly trampled flower
Looks like love is pain
Like broken wings

The countless scars that imprison me
They’re like sad thorns that dig into me

It’s all right
Take my hand
In this arrogant world, even mistakes become big sins
Don’t cry
You’ve become the world’s hot topic then you turn into ash
Then they take away each piece of you
Your life Your soul Your world
They cannot kill it
Look at me, I’ve died but I opened my eyes again, I killed it
The darkness swallowed me but now I’m swallowing you
Piercing through the storm of snow
A deeply rooted flower blossoms
This is the truth
It may seem like it’s all over
There wasn’t a single door in this world that smothered you
Everyone goes through this
I tell you it’s okay
Even if it’s a small light, the darkness can’t swallow it

                                                                         

                                                                                                                             Credits: Xia 

Beautiful liar

This is a beautiful lie,
My last lie.
Even if it hurts to death,
I am hiding myself
under a mask for you.

I see myself in the mirror and I ask myself
Will it really make you happy if I let you go?
I’ll throw myself away completely
because you need quiet time to yourself
Did I say those things without even meaning it?
As I replay your face
when you screamed "go away"
I’m tainting our memories that were beautiful
I haven’t imagined a life without you yet
but please be happy
So that at least my lie can shine

I’m letting go of your tightly held hands
But my heart is still the same
But I’ll let you go.
I think it’s best for you
if I end it right here

It’s alright if you leave me
I want you to be happy
I’m a beautiful liar.

You keep shedding tears
in front of me.
It was an unexpected line that
led to the next chapter;
You told me to take back
the words I spit out
As you hold onto my face.
Then you collapsed off your feet
This isn’t the future I thought of...
It seemed like a sin to look at you;
like a lonely tied up dog.
So I’m swallowing up my feelings
and letting you go.
You must live better than me, promise me.
But the moment I said that,
you turned around.

I won’t hang onto you, I will smile
This is me, don’t hesitate anymore
Leave me !

It’s time for me to give you
The last bits of my heart.
The fact that we loved is beautiful.

Me with iron shackles on my legs
Is more like me than ever before.
(You turned around, ran to me
Told me not to say stupid lies
As you smiled in front of me)

It’s a beautiful pain
Letting you go
I have to kill myself inside,
Swallow my tears,
And put on a smiling mask

I feel so relieved now.
Please don’t worry about me
I’m a beautiful
No, a cowardly liar...

Credits: VIXX LR 

So far and yet so near

      "You two seem like the perfect couple, you look so good together". Those words are meant to make one feel better about their relationship right? Well yes, it's true up to an extent. The response proceeding those words for a couple in a long distance relationship would be "Thank you, but we're not in the perfect situation though".  When a couple engages in a long distance relationship, they have to know from the start that a lot of sacrifices will be made. I guess we are made to have a feeling when we meet our so called soul mate. That's why we accept in going aboard a long and bumpy journey.
       Missing someone is not such a great feeling, but it keeps you going; you are under the same sky, watching the same stars even if you're a city away, a country, an ocean or a continent away from each other. Just the thought of the times spent together and the ones that are to come keeps the engine going. Plus, you know you are lucky to have someone so special to miss. Those that are in a long distance relationship appreciate one another more, because they know they can trust each other and put their full confidence in their significant other.
But, of course, the beginning is always hard. Until a couple gets to know each other enough to give a full trust, doubt kicks in. " Where is he, why doesn't he answer, is he cheating on me?", those are the most common questions a woman puts. It is in the human nature of a woman to think quick, doubt even quicker and accuse. And from here it all starts.Things getting colder, interest gets lost and so it ends.    
       That is if they are not responsible enough and they are uncommunicative. Communication is the key; if one doesn't like something, they just have to say it, resolve the situation together; why keep it in and let it accumulate.
      A point is reached when the waiting is too long and you need that person there, by your side, then, right away. That's the threshold when you know you need to get that flight or train ticket and get there.
      Technology has evolved so much, that even though we are not able to touch that person, we can see and hear our loved one and it's still a big thing in such a situation.
      For two strong hearts that know what they want, distance is nothing. They didn't say that "good things come for those who wait" for nothing. It's surprising to see how a person that is far away can make one feel so loved and cherished, rather than one that is right beside them.
      Nothing good comes easy. So keep your ground and wait together.

Stuck in the past

      There comes a time when scumbag Cupid strikes. Isn't that what we wish for ? The feathery fellow shooting an arrow at both of you?
      But...there is a but here. One of you has an "inspiring" idea of not caring anymore and everything falls apart. Why did you wish for someone who cares about you if you are not capable of doing that?
      "After 4 years and 2 relationships, I still love her!" he said. Being stuck in the past is not a pleasant feeling. Many suffer because of this, including you and the ones that are around you. Regret and love mixed together keeps your heart in idle mode. Even though you try to get over it, because it may just be a phase, you involve yourself in another relationship, but your heart is with that girl...the one that you figured out too late that really cared about you.
      Letting it all out after all that time, it may put your regret to an end and making way for joy, but you also might turn out as a clingy person. I guess it depends on the significant other.
      It is said that time flies and heals everything but we keep breaking its wings. The answer to this issue is the one that loved you back then. Just don't make the mistake of being stuck in the past. Get out there and do what's good for you and come and live and love today, in the present.