The road of our life is paved with many rocks, pointy, sharp, that hurt us with every step we take. Some of us decide to stop because it hurts too much and some go on and on, until the end, dealing with the pain with every step they take. It's not all just like that...there is also a smooth path that seems too good to be true. When it appears, happiness becomes overwhelming and we forget about what road we had until then. This is life; not supposed to be easy. But it becomes a little easier when you don't walk alone and have someone to lean on when the pain is too big.
If someone you love walks by your side, you forget about everything and just walk...the road feels like beach sand. But what if someone you love is there, by your side, but doesn't love you back? How do you go on when you feel every particle of sand like a knife?
The opposite of love is not hate, is indifference. And I have to admit, I would rather be hated than treated with indifference by the one I care about. When scumbag Cupid shoots only one arrow, you find yourself in the worst situation. Even though you go through all emotions when you confess your love, some receive only a "Well thanks, that's nice xD" and some a smile and the rest is indifference.
You find yourself new hobbies, like things you never thought you would ever like, behave the way you would never have thought you would, just because he likes it, and what do you receive in return? Indifference.
And since women when they love think with their heart, they go all in and do everything just to please that one special person and forget about themselves. It's like they don't matter anymore.
Being indifferent to your feelings and in the same time being next to you, is like...whaaat?!!! It's a no leave but no take. It's in between (ish). Even though your eyes sparkle when the one you love is next to you, when we wake up to reality and realize it was only true for a minute, it gets kind of depressive.
What's to do? Nothing, in this case. Just go on with life, and wait for that one person that can really make you change your mind and bring you happiness again. Don't know when and how, or how long, but he's/she's out there somewhere( far away, in another galaxy >.<) .
Just keep the faith !!!
