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Monday 28 October 2013

Probably

Even if it hurts, pretend that it's nothing
Even if tears fall, know how to hide them
Place it in one side of the heart, and know how to smile as if there's nothing wrong
That's the way to break up

My heart is going dark like this again
The many lingering regrets are pulling down
It'll probably be erased again, it'll probably become distant , we will probably forget each other
My meaningless day will probably pass by
Our unique love will probably be like it never existed
Even if I want to see you, I probably won't be able to see you again
Even if it hurts, I should bear it because this is the way to break up.

I would probably get used to spending the days without you
Tomorrow will probably be a little more comfortable
I will probably forget you little by little, maybe sometimes I will think of you
And probably only good memories will come up
I need to forget you.

Only my welled up tears remember you, and there are so many traces of happiness
To me, love is such a painful thing, but even if it hurts, I should bear it
I will probably forget like this...


                                                                                                                                         Credits: Kyuhyun

Friday 25 October 2013

You're your own little secret

“Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides.” 
     Every person is made from small and big secrets. Everyone had that thing that they want to hide; the thing that they want to keep only for themselves. In extreme cases, there are more things that we want to hide, I guess because we kind of open our eyes and see what is around us; not everyone wants what's best for you. After getting tired of all the back-stabbing and unkind words said behind your back, you decide that your secrets are meant to be kept that way. So we end up a whole pile of secrets that eat us from the inside,outside.
      Humans are sullen and insecure little things in an unforgivable world. We have become very sensitive in such a great way that now, every word we hear is no longer processed by our brain, but it goes directly to the heart and she shakes you up in the worst way.
      People these days are only looking out for themselves, for their own well being and their own happiness. And for them to accomplish those things, they step on each and every one that stands in their way either with an active role in their life or with a passive one.
      Trust is something that has almost become a fictional word. We do know it exists in our vocabulary but few know the true meaning of it. Many use this word just to achieve their goal, because after, they're left with just five letters put together forming a meaningless word. 
     A person is made from tiny book pages spread around every part of his body. But some of them are sealed, only to be revealed to the ones that can earn his trust and prove that they're worthy of unsealing them. We are made out of secrets, they define us, the real us. No one really knows what is going on inside our head, that sometimes our loud laugh is just a way of hiding the scream of our suffering soul, that our cry is mixed with happiness and sorrow at the same time ( happiness because we are finally able to let some of it out, to feel a little relieve). 
     Every gesture, every smile, every breath we take, hides behind a secret that defines us. We are our own little secret, not to be revealed ! So let's keep the mystery and enjoy the show called life. 

Sunday 20 October 2013

If I'm sincere today....

     If I'm sincere today, what does it matter if I regret it tomorrow.
     From when we are little, out parents taught us to not tell lies, even if they are small. One small lie can have major side effects. But I don't know what happens as we grow up, because the majority of us choose to lie in order to make our life better and destroy another. We just start with a small one, then go full scale. The problem is that the majority don't give a damn. As long as they're fine and breathing, the rest can just suffer. As long as they can fake a smile to get what they want..that's dishonest and despicable.... Well, from what I think, that kind of human should disappear ( "don't actually think I can call that a human ").
      "A little lie never hurt no one"...Oh yes it did, especially if that someone found out the truth.( so the truth hurts as well, but it's a milder pain ). Why not avoid this kind of situation? Sincerity is an art that it's not appreciated enough. Life is a lot more fragile than we think; so we should treat the other in a way that leaves no regrets, fairly and sincerely. Personally, I say whatever I have in mind, with no regrets and with sincerity.
     Do I regret it sometimes? Well....yes, many times. But I better regret something that I said or did than something that I didn't do. It's all about facing your fears and letting your soul speak out. You'll regret for a small period of time, then move on... then you'll say something that you will regret again, and so on.
      As when we fall in love; we give ourselves to it, we live only for the sweet kiss of our loved one, only for that warm hug that makes all the bad go away. It's the time when we are sincere the most. ( or it should be so ). Saying out loud what you truly feel, what you really want, it's the kind of thing that should be done. Not sit back and for things to happen.
      At anytime, anyplace, live your life with sincerity. It describes the kind of person you are and the people that are around you.

Wednesday 9 October 2013

Clench

    Just love is a pain killer, but painful love is a disinfectant. At first it really hurts but later on the wound heals cleanly. In the end painful love heals you too. So even if it hurts, clench your teeth together and endure.
    Now that I think about it it's right, however in order to become a good person, I just realized that one has to have a lot of scars. If they were to heal another person's wounds, they themselves should know what being hurt is. That's why we'll be hurt everyday. Even so I think it will be okay. Because we are in a place where people are, and we are receiving love.