How to start this?...Oh, well...conclusion: college changes who you are, gives you an idea of what life is about, of how things really work and how superficial it all starts to become. Almost two months of college and it's already clear to me how it all works.
You would think that starting college, learning how to get through life by your own, would force you to grow up, to think your age. But for some people, it doesn't apply. And they don't stay immature when it's about business or something related, but when it comes to feelings. Feelings these days are overrated. No one cares if you love, if you hate, if you care, if you adore, if you despite...It's just like they want to say : "you just feel what the hell you want, and let me have my fun, 'cause I don't give a damn about you and your stupid feelings". Or worse: "Yeei, she cares about me, time to take advantage of that".
I have seen true love, I know it's still possible, but too many people don't care anymore. It's all about being with someone so that people and friends could see that you can have whoever you want, having someone to do your business because you're to lazy to do it.."hey, she loves me, she'll do anything for me". Just how stupid can a human being be to take advantage of a person that loves him? I don't get it, it's beyond my brain's capacity.
How come pure love does not attract love, but it's like a magnet to morons with one tiny, almost extinct nerve cell? And what's even more sad is that this "moron effect" does not have nothing to do with age. Don't dare to say that if he's older, he's more mature, he knows something about how life goes, about how a woman loves, because he doesn't.
So, in conclusion ( the 2nd one ),love still exists somewhere deep in one's heart, so it's better to stay chill and wait, analyze and then choose wisely. Cupid has his own plans.
